Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Gosh..
Finally completed the HRM project
It is done !
Reached school at 9am today
Met up with my project groupmates & rehearsed our skit outside LT21
It was kindda embarrasing cause people who walked passed gave a glare like
"What are these people doing??"
Nevertheless.. My group had lotsa fun
Played around with the props we brought
Managed to include a few comical scenes that spiced up the performance
Our tuitor was relatively impressed and delighted with our presentation
And we also received positive feedbacks from our classmates about it
So I guess..
After all that hardwork & effort we put in..
The struggles and numerous problems we encountered along the way..
It was all worth it.. Right mates?
Cheers for our project group
You guys.. or should I say girls were simly awesome
The combination selection results were also released today
I managed to get into the combination of my choice
Human Resource Management & Finance
Feeling relieved & elated about it
Can't wait for the next semester to commence now
Kiwi got into corporate communications & human resource
Bea got into tourism & marketing
Sharon got into human resource & tourism
Aileen got into banking & finance
Kry is appealing into corporate communications & human resource
Well.. It seems like the peeps of 1B17 are gonna be seperated again
However.. I'm glad that they all managed to get into the combination of their liking
Though none of them chose the same combination as me..
But.. I know and I know it's gonna be a good class next semester!
I even know who my project groupmates to-be are
One word to describe them.. Fantastic
It's gonna be a great semester
Woohoo
Ain't feeling that well today
The sniffing evolved into a slight sore throat and cough
Feeling a lil cold and feverish too
Shall go catch some rest
Oh yea.. before I end this entry..
Wanna intro this song to all of ya
Rather catchy and cheerful song
Sugar We're Going Down by Fall Out Boy
Cya !
you're extraordinary
integrate at 5:51 PM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Mum got discharged from hospital today
Went into her bedroom as soon as I stepped into the house
Her pale expression reveals her weakened condition
Yet she still managed a wide smile of hers welcoming me
I asked if she was in pain..
Although she denied.. I knew it hurts
At that moment.. I rather it was me to take the pain than her
It hurts seeing her in pain
Sat by mum's side accompanying her
Gave her the brownies and candy I bought today
It instantly brought a smile onto her face
Served mum with a warm glass of water & helped her out with her medication
Lied beside accompanying her
Watched some tv shows together
And then I got to share with mum about my life
What's going on in school..
The thoughts that is in my mind..
How I feel and many other stuffs
Felt like a young boy again
To be filled with her motherly love and warm
It felt so good to be in the presence of mum
Mum held my hands as she listened attentively to the things I shared
She too shared her life experience and gave me many advices on the various topics
Accompanied her till she fell asleep
Tucked her to bed and exited quietly
Mum played a great role in my development throughout all these years
She shares with me on how to grow into a better person
How to treat others better and stuffs
Times like this are cherished moments to me
Knowing that my mum won't be around forever in my life
Cause me to treasure and cherish her even more
I pray that you'll get well soon mum
It great spending time with you
integrate at 12:23 AM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
How I wished I were blind
Or rather.. lost my vision for that few seconds at that moment
But no.. I was able to see..
Or rather.. I saw..
At that instance.. waves of knives just swept in
Piercing so deeply in
It aches from the core of my soul
It aches so much it felt as if it's bleeding..
It is so real that I can feel the pain from inside
integrate at 11:12 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
integrate at 10:48 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
im so dead tired and restless today
burned the mid-night oil last night trying rush the HR project
was in the midst of doing the recruitment part then i fell asleep
woke up real early this morning and tried to continue from where i left off
only managed to catch a few hours of rest
headed to school for the HR tutorial
only to find myself more lost when i approach my tuitor for assistance
she aint that helpful at all throughout this project
the faitgue coupled with the stress of beating the project deadline just worn me out more
nevertheless
good things occured that brightened this gloomy day of mine
though i was physically and mentally drained
your cheerfulness chased them away
it felt just great and all..
gonna catch a short break for now
then it's time for project again
integrate at 5:22 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
if only time allow
if only situation permit
if only i know what to do
if only i know how to react
if only i know what to say
guess i'll never know what's at the end of the tunnel
till i walked through it.
integrate at 12:52 AM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
never in my life
have i came across such a random day
yes.. you read it.. random day
this random day started off..
random event #1 (morning)
mum instructed me to stay at home till late afternoon
cause she called up the air-con maintainence service people to come over
the air-con been kindda faulty lately
roaring like a car engine
and emitting more heat than cooling the room
random event #2 (afternoon)
couldn't do much stuffs at home
didn't have the drive to touch the various projects & tutorials
wanted a break from all that
laid on the bed while listening to various music
kindda enjoy moments like that
all alone.. relaxing.. thinking through.. re-collecting myself..
then out of nowhere..
all 4 of my aunts came over to my place
not 1, not 2, not 3 but all 4
randomness
random event #3 (evening)
headed down to town to meet the buddies
random-est stuffs happened
yancong actually agreed to join us..
plus.. for the first time..
FIRST TIME
he brought his girlfriend along
HIS GIRLFRIEND !
alrights.. i know you must be thinking.. what's the big deal
okay.. the deal is this.. we all came from 10 long years of boys school...
which means.. when we go out as a clique.. it's all guys..
and even lets say someone has a girlfriend.. it's impossible to even see who is she
and today.. we get the first chance to meet the re-knowned jiajia
hold your horses.. there's more to come..
weiren brought his girlfriend too !
yes.. in only one day.. we met 2 of our buddies's girlfriend
and i must say.. its a new kind of experience within this clique
rights.. the bachelors, jon, justin, adrian and me walked infront
kindda strange to walk behind those 2 couples
went to plaza to hunt for da vinci code movie ticket..
sold out
went to the new cathay to hunt for da vinci code movie ticket..
sold out
so there goes Plan A of watching movie
Plan B
have dinner and play pool
was about to proceed then..
we randomnly went to cine..
there.. weiren bought a basketball (sponsored by his dad)
then we headed off to play basketball
gosh.. more randomness
suppose towning outing.. turn out basketball
alrites
that roughly sums up this random day
by this random post
by this random user
cya
integrate at 11:27 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
sometimes.. i'm just amazed over my own blur-ness
for instance this morning
was suppose to be in school by 0930 to discuss about the HR project AGAIN
left my house and headed for the bus stop
it's usually like a 5mins walk
quite a distance away from my place
upon reaching the bus stop
i felt for the pocket at the back of my pants
and the wallet wasn't there
so i walked all the way back
another 5mins
went into the room, living room, kitchen and dining area
couldn't seem to find it
but i remember placing it on the side desk of mine before sleeping the day before
don't ask me why..
instincts prompted me to search for the wallet in my bag
and it was there !
another 5mins gone
left the house and headed for the bus stop
another 5mins
gosh.. summing up the time spent..
that's 20mins !
fortunately the goddess of bus is kind to me today
traffic was smooth as silk
managed to reach school at 1000
and i wasn't the last one to reach
thank God
the HR project is giving me a headache
problem based learning
feels like driving around without a sense of direction
keep bumping into problems
(i guess that's why it's PROBLEM based learning)
and the tuitor ain't that helpful at all
the only thing she succeeded is to cause us to feel more lost
but anyway.. i still think it's kindda fun
ironic aye..?
attended the elective talk today..
it's time to settle down and think what elective to enroll myself into at 2.2
it seems that Human Resource and Coporate Communication caught my attention
personally i think both the electives compliment one another
and it also takes on a more interactive learning approach
something outta the box
just something random i felt like posting
tried to change the strings of my guitar
and i think i did a pretty bad job in it..
it's producing rather strange sounds..
gonna ask someone to help me out with it
so.. no guitar to practice for the moment
got a new tune in my head though
kindda excited to figure out the chords
and the lyrics.. managed to get the chorus done
guess i'll end my post here !
heard some stuffs today
wished i had left my ears at home
are these stuffs i heard truth or fiction
it made me think quite a lil
who am i to make judgement of you
when this is just a one-sided story of you
integrate at 11:03 PM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
deep and meaningless ?
NO !
integrate at 1:51 AM
Friday, May 12, 2006
it's vesak day today
sitting back & relaxing
got a chance to give myself a break from everything
was lying on the bed
listening to this song "What's Going On" by the various MTV artists
really smooth and slick song
makes ya relax
as i was listening to the song
it goes what's going.. what's going on..
then i wandered deep into my thoughts..
guess what weiren said was right
just gotta be myself..
aint gotta mimick anyone..
there's no need to impress anyone..
be original.. be myself
reflecting upon it
i felt a dead knot untied in the messed up mind of mine
felt a lot better
alrites world
be ready to face me
originally uniquely me !
integrate at 2:43 PM
it's 0520 in the morning now..
and my eyes are wide open
kindda strange day today..
it started out pretty alrite
infact.. i thought it was great
however..
after lunch.. i wonder what struck me
felt down and lousy all of a sudden
carrying this mood through jap and social class till i reach home
don't really think that it's mood swing..
cause i dont any past records of it
maybe it's some stuffs..
and i think i got an idea what is it..
aint wanna disclose it
anyway...
feeling much better now
was practising the guitar..
and doing some thinking at the same time..
gradually felt better :)
oh yea
i've just composed a song
spent 3 hours doing it
first time composing
wrote the lyrics
and even got the rhythm & chords all done up !
*grins*
not doing any self-serving bias
but i think it sounds really nice
wish i could play it for someone to listen
alrites singapore
going over to my uncle's place in yishun for a mother's day bbq celebration later
so incase i dont see you
good morning
good afternoon
and
good night !
integrate at 5:22 AM
headed over to town with lindee, rachel & roddrick yesterday
on our journey there
i managed to find some interesting facts:
lindee
also known as sammi the roti prata seller
sells cheese prata with mushroom at the price of $2.50
is also the elder sister of the rat
but she's a chinchila
yet she's also the mango
roddrick
also known as rat, balaa & shennen
is married to rachel
however is caught having an affair with mini mouse
on the verge of having a divorce with rachel
still hanging in there
is the younger brother of lindee aka sammi
found to have a scandal with jianhong
rachel
also known as rachel balaa rat shennen po
she has a slightly longer name as she is married to roddrick
therefore fusing his name into hers
the po literally means wife in mandarin
makes sense now?
is found having affair with jian hong
on the verge of having a divorce with roddrick
still hanging in there
yups
i got to be the narrator of the day
it was really fun
in charged of depicting the scenes of the episode in this drama series
we have a good script here
it's only a matter of time before mediacorp contact us !
went around town hunting for presents for mother's day
browse around the shops and stalls
can't seem to find a suitable gift for mum
but lindee did
she spotted this perfume and intends to get it
but she spoilt her name nose in the process
new theory: perfume spoils your nose
headed over to yoshinoya for dinner
and kiwi finally arrived
apparently he waited 45mins for the bus
man.. that's a long wait for a bus
great to have kiwi around
adds in more fun and laughter
walked a lil while more and headed home
really enjoyed the day out in town today
apart from the buddies
been a quite awhile since i had a geniune fun and laughter
a simple sentence..
but it really does meant alot
goodnight world
hello dreamland !
integrate at 1:59 AM
Monday, May 08, 2006
woohoo.. don't ya just love sundays ?
well.. i do
the morning kick off with great good old game of bball
sprawling outta my bed at 0830 in the morning
might sound lazy here but..
come on ! it's a sunday and waking up this early is no joke
dragging my body to the toliet to wash up
and off i am to the bball court near my place totally refreshed
met up with jon & weiren the good old buddies
and surprisingly.. for the first time in awhile.. emphasizing on the first time here..
i was the last to reach the court
alrites.. it was a pleasant surprise because.. jon who lives in bishan and weiren who lives kindda a distance from the court got there before me
and me, who live just 2 blocks away from the court got there last..
only the 3 of us playing today because
the following peeps pang seh:
mr een yuan long
mr adrian cheung
mr tan yan cong
mr eugene tan
and
mr korean hunk, kwok seong hoon (apparently he has a valid reason: japanese exams on monday)
nevertheless.. it was a great session of bballin'
played a match with some china peeps..
and won them without much difficulty
following that was 1 vs 1 practice among the 3 of us
and yes.. im quite bad in 1 vs 1 situation
dribbling past opponents just aint my cup of tea
and with the close up defence from the opponent
just a matter of time before..
well.. jon dominated the under-basket region
overall winner in 1vs1 scenarios
ballin' with the old buddies just re-ignite my passion for ballin'
felt comfortable playing with them all
there's this synergy when we play as a team
the teamwork
knowing one other's strength and weakness
bringing out the strengths & potential of one another
and covering up for the weak spots of the team mates
it's a team game
Together Everyone Achieve More
heading over to the nearby marketplace for lunch
with the reconmendations of weiren
we settled our lunch with a sumptuous meal of nasi lemak
after living around the area for 13 years
never knew a good stall like that existed there
initially we thought of ordering a variety of food
but the nasi lemak got us all stuffed up
been awhile since we settled down for a good chat
and it proved to be a good one
got to catch up and update myself about them
and man.. plenty of interesting stuffs has been happening to them in over there in JC
anyway, due to the privacy of the issues
it cannot be disclosed here
else their female fanclubs will come chasing after me with their parangs
opps
did i just spilled the beans about their fanclubs ?
kidding
a day out with the good old buddies made me miss those days in our secondary school
all the fun and crazy stuffs we did
ballin', towning, pool, watching nba matches, chalet, mugging
most importanly.. the genuine friendship that we've forged over the years
something that i've come to treasure
moving on..
the new semester has just began 2 weeks ago
found myself separated from all my classmates
placed in a whole new class and environment
and it's beginning to rub it in..
the feeling of loneliness
while everyone scrambles off to find their cliques after lectures and tutorials
im left standing there in the midst of all the crowd
feeling a lil uncomfortable about it
well.. just hope that i'll be able to blend in well with the new classmates !
also went for the second guitar lesson
and it was kindda great and fun
no pressure while learning in the class
everyone is kindda at the same level..
so it aint that bad when you make mistakes here and there yea?
realized that i aint that tempo-less nor tone-deaf afterall
well.. maybe it's a potential not realized yet?
shall work on that..
since im not any music prodigy nor genius
challenged myself to become a genius of hardwork in this unexplored and uncharted territory of music in my life
gambatte desu
i guess that sums it up for a day
wonderful day it has been
cheers !
beauty in the eyes of the beholder
integrate at 1:09 AM